Lately, it’s hard to know what to post about.
What do I share? I have a lot to say on a variety of topics. I struggle to prioritize what I should share and what I shouldn’t.
It’s also hard to know “who” is talking.
Since August of this year, I’ve felt a split inside me. Sometimes I feel like the old me. I don’t mean old in terms of age, but rather as the “old version” of me; who I used to be before August.
Other times, I feel like the new me. This is how I feel now as I’m writing this post.
New Me speaks and acts from his “Heart of Hearts,” not his head.
What does this mean? It’s a simple enough concept to understand. New Me looks into his Heart of Hearts (i.e., his innermost feelings) and acknowledges:
Who he feels he needs to become
What he feels he needs to say or do
A starting point to doing this is being honest and vulnerable.
Once the Heart of Hearts has been examined, only then does New Me speak or act.
It’s an adventure, to be frank. A deeply meaningful one at that.
Azren
Another Human Being
PS: upon re-reading this, I noticed that the first half was written more by Old Me whereas the second half was written more by the New Me.